This is a reading blog for Language and Literature 2 by Luca, Eleanor, Nathaniel, and Savindi where you can look through a LENS into our READING.
Saturday, March 6, 2021
Floors by Luca
Friday, February 5, 2021
Before I Let Go: A Book I Won't Let Go Of - Savindi
“It doesn’t have to be a happily ever after or happily always. Just a happily once. A happily sometimes. Hope. That’d make our pain worth it” (Nijkamp 244).
Before I Let Go by Marieke Nijkamp is about two best friends, Corey and Kyra, from Lost Creek, Alaska. When Kyra is diagnosed with bipolar disorder, Corey is the first and only person in Lost Creek to defend and support her as the rest of the town turns on Kyra. The two are inseparable best friends until one day, Corey and her family move away, leaving Kyra in Lost Creek. When Corey finally comes back, she finds Kyra dead, a victim of suicide. The rest of Lost Creek treat Corey like a stranger. They speak in whispers and tell Corey that Kyra’s death was inevitable, that it was meant to be. Corey refuses to believe the people of Lost Creek. Nothing makes sense; nothing supports their claim. Through Corey’s thoughts and flashbacks, Before I Let Go tells a story of Corey and Kyra’s friendship and how Corey tries to find the reason for Kyra’s death.
Overall, this novel has a captivating story that makes the reader wonder and turn the page to learn more. Nijkamp reveals small pieces of the tale bit by bit, using small yet crucial details in Kyra’s paintings as well as Corey’s flashbacks. The switching between past and present is difficult to adjust to, but with time, it makes the story more interesting to read. The author connects these flashbacks well with the present story, and it steps away from the usual chronological order most books tend to lean towards. In addition, the author fits in letters from Kyra in between chapters, which also give a unique structure to the story. In addition, these letters show the reader the close bond between Kyra and Corey.
Corey and Kyra’s relationship is one aspect of the book that makes it so captivating. Corey and Kyra considered each other best friends. They loved each other, and this is apparent in Corey’s flashbacks to when Kyra was alive. The use of flashbacks shows how close Corey and Kyra were, how they interacted with each other, and how they felt about each other. Not all of Kyra and Corey’s relationship is revealed at the beginning of the book. Instead, it is slowly revealed and described through Corey’s actions and flashbacks. This use of storytelling makes the story more captivating and makes the reader want to know more about Corey and Kyra’s’relationship.
In addition to the well-written relationship, Nijkamp portrays heavy topics well. When Corey hears about Kyra’s death, her first reaction is denial, which is the first stage of grief. She denies that Kyra is dead; she cannot believe it because they had promised each other that they would wait for each other. Eventually, Corey realizes that Kyra is, in fact, dead, and her next reaction is anger. She suddenly gets angry at the people of Lost Creek because of how accepting they are of it. The way they say that Kyra’s death was inevitable angers Corey. Her anger is a driving force for Corey, causing her to persistently find the reason for Kyra’s death. This portrayal of Corey’s grief feels very authentic and realistic, making the reader more empathetic towards Corey.
The effective portrayal of Corey’s grief after Kyra’s death leads to one theme in Before I Let Go, which is that life does not always have to be happy, and it does not always end happily either. Kyra perfectly explains this in one of Corey’s flashbacks. “It doesn’t have to be a happily ever after or happily always. Just a happily once. A happily sometimes. Hope. That’d make our pain worth it” (Nijkamp 244). Life does not need to be happy all the time, and in truth, it is impossible to be happy all the time. One or more happy moments are enough to make the pain worth it. This lesson seems to be hard for Corey to understand and accept throughout the story, and I think this is common among most people. Especially in the modern world and with social media, many people feel the need to be perfect and show that their lives are always amazing, great, and happy. However, this is an unrealistic standard. It is ok to not be happy. If there is one sole reason to read Before I Let Go, it would be this powerful lesson.
Works Cited
Nijkamp, Marieke. Before I Let Go. Overdrive ed., Sourcebooks, 2017.
Sunday, January 24, 2021
The Bell Jar: What drove her to insanity?
Warning: This post contains discussion of suicide, sexual assault, and depression, please skip this post if you don't feel comfortable reading about these topics.
The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath is a semi-autobiography about a young woman in the 1950s struggling with clinical depression. Ester (the main character) is a college age writer who is praised for her writing skills. Throughout the novel Ester struggles to understand and follow the conventions for most girls her age. She is expected to remain a virgin, find a husband, get married, and have children. However, she wants to travel, write, and cannot imagine herself ever getting married. She is only respected by other girls when she dates an aspiring doctor, Buddy Willard. Buddy expects her to give up her poetry to marry him and raise a family. Ester is torn between different future careers and attempts to kill herself on multiple occasions before ending up in a mental asylum.
"When I was nineteen, pureness was the great issue. Instead if the world being divided up into Catholics and Protestants or Republicans and Democrats or white men and black men or even men and women, I saw the world divided into people who had slept with somebody and people who hadn’t, and this seemed the only really significant difference between one person and another. I thought a spectacular change would come over me the day I crossed the boundary line."
One factor that adds to Ester's madness is the double standard regarding her virginity. She was taught from a young age that women are expected to "stay pure" until the marry and have children. The idea of remaining a virgin does not affect her much until she finds that Buddy, the man she is expected to marry, has slept with a woman before. She is enraged by the hypocrisy of this and does not understand why Buddy did not need to remain a virgin even though she did. I think that Ester becomes further alienated when she realizes that the other women she is around are not bothered by this double standard. Of all of the factors impacting Ester's mental state, I found this the most interesting. The obsession with female virginity is something that is still relevant today especially in some religious groups.
After Ester learns about Buddy's past, she refuses his offer to marry him and leaves him. She then becomes obsessed with the idea to lose her virginity. She feels her virginity as something that burdens her and holds her back and wants to have a sexual experience to become more free rather than for her own pleasure. She becomes somewhat competitive and feels as though she needs to have sex to distance herself from Buddy. However in the process of meeting different men she is sexually assaulted. I found the scene where she is assaulted particularly engrossing because it further showed the hypocrisy regarding sexual interactions in this time period. While she is being assaulted she is repeatedly called a slut even though she is the victim of the situation.
Eleanor Kraatz
Wednesday, January 20, 2021
Sometimes Dead is Better
Thursday, January 14, 2021
Okay for now.
Okay for Now is about a 14-year-old boy named Doug Swieteck. The year is 1968, and Doug is living through the Space Race, Lyndon B. Johnson's presidency, and the Vietnam War. Doug's life is not exactly a walk in the park, and he has to deal with an abusive father who got fired from his job for bad-mouthing his boss, a submissive mother, and two older brothers who constantly bully him.
On a visit to the local library, Doug becomes very interested in the book The Birds of America, illustrated by John James Audubon. Doug is intrigued by the pictures in the book and soon begins to learn how to draw, inspired by the birds' pictures. Doug's teacher is a librarian named Mr. Powell.
Later on in the story, Doug meets a girl named Lil Spicer, the daughter of the local deli owner, and Doug gets a job offer from Lil's father to be a delivery boy for the deli. Doug and Lil begin spending a lot of time together, and eventually, Doug develops a crush on Lil.
As the story progresses, Doug flourishes into a different version of himself and an improved and happier version. Doug finds love, grows up, and when he realizes that pages of the book of birds or the Audubon book as it is called in the story go missing, he embarks on a quest to recover the lost pages.
One thing that particularly interests me about this book is the incredible case of character development. Throughout the story, we see Doug develop into a happier and more respected kid. As the story starts, we are introduced to Doug as a useless low-life with unstable home life, but towards the end of the novel, Doug has made friendships and has discovered a love and talent for drawing.
At the beginning of the story, Doug's relationship with his brother, who comes home from Vietnam, does not start in the best way possible, but once he gets a chance to have a deep talk with him, they find out that they have more in common than they had previously thought they did.
Some people believed Doug was a mirror image of his father and brothers, who are mean and despicable people. But it turns out that he has a much softer side that cares about the people he truly loves.
Overall, we see an enormous change in attitude from Doug, and the author does a splendid job of describing every occurrence in the story. This book makes you want to be beside Doug as he is trying to find out who he is, and it makes you want to get rid of all the bad people and obstacles he faces along the way. In my opinion, this book is a 10/10 and I would definitely recommend it to anyone looking for an engaging story to read.
Thursday, December 10, 2020
A boy from the world above By Luca Zepeda
Friday, December 4, 2020
I Need A Cure After Reading This A-MAZE-ing Book - Savindi
Warning #1: The Death Cure is the third and final book in The Maze Runner series. Therefore, this blog post will contain multiple spoilers for the two preceding books in the series. Also, there will be major spoilers for The Death Cure because I will talk about how the characters have changed throughout the series and also a major piece of information revealed in the book. I will also talk about my thoughts on the book's ending in this blog post because I think it is worth mentioning.
The third and final installment of The Maze Runner series is The Death Cure by James Dashner, and it seems fitting to make my third and final blog post for this semester about The Death Cure. Just like its predecessors, The Death Cure does not fail to keep you on your toes. The plot twists and turns, making you think hard about what is happening throughout the book. Many parts of the book make you think that you are getting answers, but at the same time, you still do not know anything. As I read the book, I kept second-guessing myself because I was not sure what information and what characters to trust. With the action combined with the amazing development, it truly is a thrilling read.
Although the book was action-packed, I didn’t particularly like how the book was extremely violent and morbid in some scenes since it makes the story kind of hard to read. The book does not sugarcoat anything, so if you do not like very graphic books, I would not recommend this book to you. Another complaint I have about the plot is that it was slow in the beginning. Similar to The Scorch Trials, some parts of this book felt like the plot was just dragging along. However, the suspenseful and dramatic scenes near the end of the book made up for it. In fact, I liked the plot of The Death Cure much more than The Scorch Trials.
Another aspect of The Death Cure that I like is the setting, which I used to dislike in The Scorch Trials. While The Maze Runner is set in the Maze (an elaborate, terrifying, and mysterious maze where the Gladers were trapped), The Scorch Trials and The Death Cure are both set in the world outside of the Maze. In The Scorch Trials, I really disliked the setting because it was very gruesome and violent. However, as more information was revealed about the setting, I began to appreciate how detailed and developed the setting is.
Warning #2: In these next two paragraphs, there will be some spoilers about the setting that are not revealed until the end of The Death Cure.
To elaborate more about the setting, The Maze Runner series is set in the future after the Sun Flares. The Sun Flares occurred years before The Maze Runner takes place. However, this event drives the story forward. Because of the Sun Flares, much of the world was destroyed, and the government concluded that only a portion of the surviving population could survive with the few resources left. Soon after, a man-made disease called the Flare was released, and it began killing many people. This Flare virus specifically attacks the brain, eating it until the victims, commonly called Cranks, lose themselves and become cannibalistic and savage. The reason for the release of the Flare is later revealed in the Epilogue of The Death Cure. In a journal entry, the leader of an organization called WICKED wrote, “Though I am fully aware that it was an act of desperation after the sun flares, releasing the Flare virus as a means of population control was an abhorrent and irreversible crime” (Dashner 725). This quote reveals that the Flare virus was released as a means of controlling the population in order for humans to survive. Later on, the leader of WICKED states that WICKED’s goal as an organization was to find the cure for the Flare in hopes they would “right that wrong” (Dashner 725).
These pieces of information about the setting and WICKED really made me appreciate them. James Dashner put a lot of thought into the setting and WICKED, only revealing little by little how the setting and WICKED came to be, what WICKED’s goals were, and how the Gladers are tied to WICKED. This kind of development and storytelling is why I really love The Maze Runner series. It is honestly sad that I only began to love this aspect of the series after reading The Death Cure.
Warning #3: These next two paragraphs will have major spoilers about Newt, one of the main characters in The Maze Runner series, as well as a huge plot point in The Death Cure. Also, trigger warning, there is mention of suicide.
Another thing I love about The Death Cure is the development of one of the main characters, Newt. The Maze Runner series is told through the perspective of Thomas, and one of his closest friends is a fellow Glader called Newt. When we first meet Newt in The Maze Runner, we see a guy who is kind, caring, and almost a motherly character. However, in The Death Cure, he gets the infamous Flare virus, which begins to eat his brain as the story progresses. He starts to become more irritable, and it is apparent that he is starting to lose his mind. This drastic change in Newt’s personality makes The Death Cure really interesting to read but also painful to read because Newt is my favorite character.
In addition, we also see a huge side of Newt that we don’t see in The Maze Runner or The Scorch Trials, and that is his inner struggle. A notable characteristic of Newt is his limp, but in the previous books, he almost always avoided talking about it. Newt rarely talks about his struggles, but near the end of the book, he finally tells the truth to Thomas. He reveals the reason for his limp to Thomas, saying, “I tried to kill myself in the Maze. Climbed halfway up one of those bloody walls and jumped right off. Alby found me and dragged me back to the Glade right before the Doors closed. I hated the place, Tommy. I hated every second of every day” (Dashner 748). What Newt reveals in his last moments shows an inner struggle that he never showed in The Maze Runner or The Scorch Trials. It makes you empathize with the character, and, in my case, want to give them a hug. This scene is so heartbreaking, and it is probably one of the reasons why I love this series so much. The characters feel like real people, and they are so well written.
Warning #4: I will now begin talking about my thoughts on the ending of The Death Cure, so there will be major spoilers.
Another part I really liked near the end of The Death Cure was how it tied back to the first book, The Maze Runner. I was almost going to complain, saying that the Maze was almost never brought up again and seemed forgotten, but I was proven wrong. Near the end of the book, the Gladers find out that they have to go back to the Maze in order to save many people called Immunes due to the fact that they are immune to the Flare. In addition, the way the Gladers saved the Immunes and escaped the Maze for a second time was very similar to how they escaped the Maze in the first book. Although these last few chapters were extremely morbid and terrifying, I really like how James Dashner ended the series with what he started with. It connects well with what happened in the past books, and it ends the book and the series nicely.
Not Warning #5: This section about my final thoughts is spoiler-free. I Promise.
Overall, I loved The Death Cure and The Maze Runner trilogy though I'm not sure if I would recommend it. I would not recommend it if you don't like morbid or violent books. However, if you like to read books with an amazing plot, setting, and character development, I would definitely recommend The Maze Runner series. The development, the plot, and the setting in the series are written incredibly well, and specifically in The Death Cure, the events feel so real and almost make you emotional. You know a book is amazing when you feel strong emotions because of it.
Works Cited
Dashner, James. The Death Cure. Overdrive ed., Random House Children's Books, 2011. 3 vols.
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